paranoia

i've been fighting so far (they won't let me go) hiding they've been silent so far (i will take control) hiding

ten days i've been on the road no one coming on patrol i feel like im on parole should feel like im in control i feel like i'm on the list all black, but i'm hard to miss all free, but i'm not convinced i know that i co-exist look back like "i know they're watching!" no one's there, but i know they're plotting i go above to know what the plot is can't let them get me in the optics stop myself like "is it a figment?" got no proof, but i got commitment see no lights looking in the distance up all night 'cause i'm not convinced yet

i've been fighting so far (they won't let me go) hiding they've been silent so far (i will take control) hiding no one to compare a thought i know that i'm all i got no home and i won't get locked no door and i won't get blocked move quick so it's hard to aim i want to be out the frame in range so i'm not insane think fast so i can't explain ten days and i'm optimistic i don't talk so i try to listen i count steps and i count the distance can't get me based on statistics more i run, more paranoia all these thoughts and i can't ignore them i see signs and i can't destroy them stop myself, but i can't avoid them

i've been fighting so far (they won't let me go) hiding they've been silent so far (i will take control) hiding

so what now? take a look around nowhere to be found living out of bounds don't know where i am i don't have a plan looking at my hands don't know if i can picked this path and i cannot drop it fear in my head and i cannot stop it i wish i could switch the topic but i'm looking back and i feel i've lost it can't go further, i've done the distance can't go back, i don't want to risk it all my thoughts are pessimistic maybe i've been trapped to begin with

(they might know where) i've been (all i know is) fighting (i've been running) so far (i know what they're) hiding (looking back where) they've been (all i do is) silent (i've been running) so far (i don't know where they) (i will take control)

i've been fighting so far (they won't let me go) hiding they've been silent so far (i will take control) hiding (stop myself like "is it a figment?") i've been (got no proof, but i got commitment) fighting (see no lights looking in the distance) so far (up all night 'cause i'm not convinced yet) hiding (more i run, more paranoia) they've been (all these thoughts and i can't ignore them) silent (i see signs and i can't destroy them) so far (stop myself, but i can't avoid them) hiding

(i will not loose) (yeah)